I swear. I am just in a terrible mood right now. My parents have been bitching and yelling. Like I need that right now. I am just trying to get better myself. I dont need this shit. I can not wait to move out of here. One more surgery, and then I need to start in on this settlement. I am losing my fucking mind. I just want to scream, cry, and run away. I just want to get better and get the FUCK out of here.