I am frustrated. This is the second night in a row I have sat up and waited for Rick, and he hasn't shown. I talked with him this afternoon, but I just hate it. Its like making a date to meet someone, and just not showing up. He has to stay for 3 more meetings this week. So, now he wont be here for another week. I'm sure I am blowing everything out of proportion... but whatever, it just isn't my personality to tell someone I will be somewhere and not show up. In my mind, if that happens, then something is wrong... because that is the only reason I would do it. So, now I am sitting here, watching TV, hoping that he will show up late. I felt like bitching.
I did watch lots of Ace clips that someone had up on their site... so at least that was fun.
Boys suck. I just feel like being depressed I suppose... well, I guess I don't feel like it, but that is the result.