I woke up this morning, way too early mind you, with an ear infection in my left ear *cries* Like I need more pain. So now I am in more pain, the ear pain is making the TMJ muscles even more painful, and I have to work tomorrow. I honestly think if I believed running myself over was a vaiable option at this point, I would consider it. This sucks. My mom told me tell the doctor I am seeing this morning, which I will, but I highly doubt the shoulder surgeon will do anything abount an ear infection. Kill me, please. *whimpers*
This morning I literally fedlt like I was dying. Now, my head feels like it is in a tin can, so everything sounds odd, took 2 vicodin to kill the ear pain... guess the incision looks good, which is good. I am sooooooo tired. Hopefully I can lay down without my ear feeling like it is going to explode. I just have to pray I get Social Security in February so I can get Medicare.