October 8th, 2005

SPN - Winchesters.

Music!

Alright... music requests :)

Anyone want to give me any suggestions? :)

I'm back in the mood to get more stuff on Spencer. :D

I am thinking about being a Medical Transcriptioner, but that means ANOTHER year of training. I am going to go apply at Target, and hopefully they have a job open up soon. The MT manual I am reading said something about the lower end MTs making $20,000 a year. I am allowed to make $9600. So, needless to say I wouldn't be able to work the full "amount" even though I would make my own hours. The training is expensive, as always, but working from home would be NICE. I want to do please. Actually, I want a FUCKING HUGE settlement. Put it into an ING account that right now is making 3.4%, let it accrue interest, and then buy a house and make investments, and somehow live off investments and interest. I live in my own happy world. I just need life to be easy now. The last few years have sucked.
SPN - Winchesters.

Ick, I'm still up.

I'm having one of those nights, where when I think... I cry. Sunday (my mom's birthday) will be a month... it's just still so hard. It's surreal some days. *sigh* It still doesn't seem like she's gone. You just never really know how much you love someone sometimes until they're gone... I need to try to sleep.
SPN - Winchesters.

*sigh*

So, about an hour ago, my grandmother's sister died of pancreatic cancer. She lasted 18 months when everyone told her she would last 4... but she died almost a month after my grandmother. Their only surviving sibling (their brother) is a mess. Their oldest sister passed away a few years ago, and then all of a sudden, two sisters within a month? He is losing it. My mom has to go back out there, but we don't know when the funeral is. Never a dull moment...

I am charging my spinal stimulator for the first time. VERY weird. The belt thing they gave me I couldn't get to work, so I used the sticky things they gave me. The damn thing is radiating SO much heat.

I applied at Target today, so that if a pharmacy position opens up, I can get it. I have an interview Thursday. I am wearing my nursing scrubs because real clothes hurt.