January 2nd, 2006

SPN - Winchesters.

A question...

crossbow1, maybe you can answer this? I am on Lexapro, and it has definitely helped (compared to being on nothing), but I am still depressed. I can tell. I never want to do anything, want to sleep all the time, get sad and angry at the drop of a hat... is there something more I should look into? Something more I should do? I went to a psych... what a quack. I don't want to talk to anyone, I just wanted to find out if there was a better medication? Something I should combine with the Lexapro (which is, by far, the best of all the ones I have taken thus far...). I am just tired of over-reacting and crying all the time. Even when I am sitting there wondering what the hell is wrong with me. I hope this made sense, I am just losing it. I don't want to feel this way anymore.
SPN - Winchesters.

Cannot. Stop. Coughing.

Ugh. Stupid smoke last night. I didn't even think about it at the time... that is always what happens. I am okay in the moment... but afterwards... I hack and feel like shit. I can't sleep because I keep coughing. *sigh* I took some cough syrup stuff... just hoping it will work. I guess I will read. I am already half way through the 3rd Anita book... at this rate, I will be done way before Micah comes out. *pouts* I want DANSE MACABRE already!

Do you guys (who read her stuff) read LKH's blog? Shit. She went to write the notes for Anita #14 so that she can move on to Merry #5 and she ended up writing 2 chapters without thinking really. SWEET!

THEN, she sat down to write Merry, and just started CRANKING the pages out! I mean shit... she sat down and got 100 pages in like... no time. I am so excited! I miss me some Doyle and Frost. :D