January 13th, 2006

SPN - Winchesters.

I am so emotionally fucked.

Help me. Please. I can't take all the fighting with Chris anymore. I can't take the emotional abuse. He just treats me so differently than ANYONE else, and I just don't know why. I am so afraid to tell him to get the fuck out of my life, because he has been such a big part of it for over 4 years... that is a long time. I want the friendship, I do, I just can't take the way he treats me. I can't take crying myself to sleep every night. I can't take the feeling of worthlessness.

I just want to run away and hide.
SPN - Winchesters.


to those of you who commented on that post. It was a really shitty night... oh hell, it's been a really shitty couple of years...