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Just call me a Turnip.

January 13th, 2006

01:12 am - I am so emotionally fucked.

Help me. Please. I can't take all the fighting with Chris anymore. I can't take the emotional abuse. He just treats me so differently than ANYONE else, and I just don't know why. I am so afraid to tell him to get the fuck out of my life, because he has been such a big part of it for over 4 years... that is a long time. I want the friendship, I do, I just can't take the way he treats me. I can't take crying myself to sleep every night. I can't take the feeling of worthlessness.

I just want to run away and hide.

04:03 am - In case you are ever bored...

This site has like 200 games you can play! Pac-Man, Frogger... hehe. Just play right on the page. So FUN!

:)

04:42 am - Sorry if this comes across wrong, flist, but I need to rant...

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? I know I don't comment nearly as much as I probably should. But barely anyone comments in my journals. Even when I ask someone a direct question. Am I fucking invisible? Does no one give a shit? I love you guys, you know I do, but I feel like I am being ignored.

09:46 pm - Thanks...

to those of you who commented on that post. It was a really shitty night... oh hell, it's been a really shitty couple of years...
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