01:12 am - I am so emotionally fucked.
Help me. Please. I can't take all the fighting with Chris anymore. I can't take the emotional abuse. He just treats me so differently than ANYONE else, and I just don't know why. I am so afraid to tell him to get the fuck out of my life, because he has been such a big part of it for over 4 years... that is a long time. I want the friendship, I do, I just can't take the way he treats me. I can't take crying myself to sleep every night. I can't take the feeling of worthlessness.
I just want to run away and hide.