02:59 am - It snowed!
Sort of... at least this time it stuck to the street. I want a massive snow... me in bed, warm, and lots of snow on the ground. My idea of a good day. Who the hell knows if that will happen?
So, I finally had it out with Chris. I told him I have too much shit on my plate right now to deal with whether or not his feelings are getting hurt because I dont want to hang out with him. I said if he wants to talk about stuff, I am there, but not if he is going to guilt trip me for not being around. Of course, when I told him, he flipped it so it was about HIM again. Something along the line of "Well, you better figure out why you are so unhappy if you want me to hang out with you." I told him if everything was going to be around him, I wasn't going to talk to him right now. I think he understood. Anyways, sorry... had to get that out.
I was supposed to go to the Psych tomorrow... to talk about meds and stuff... but I am not allowed to drive in the snow. You know, one good arm doesn't make for good reaction time... I doubt it will all melt by the appointment, so I already called and left a message. Damn, I really wanted to change the Lexapro. Something definitely is still wrong. I am not as angry, or snappy, but I am still sad. I don't want to see anyone, and I want to sleep all day. This sucks.