October 10th, 2006

Calvin & Hobbes - Reality

This dream was NOT fun.

I thought I was awake... I just know that in my mind I was laying on the bed sort of sideways, on my stomach. I started to roll over and above me were two HUGE daddy long legs type spiders. I don't mean normal huge, I mean, with legs, small plate huge. So I jumped our of bed to get the fly swatter to kill them. This really happened. I ran over and got the fly swatter, and went back over to the bed and couldn't find them so I started swinging it about as if they were invisible or something. Then I figured out that it must have been a dream and put the fly swatter back. It was freaky real too...

ETA: So, in the midst of my psychotic episode, I apparently threw all of my covers onto the floor because they were still there. I was still so out of it when I went upstairs right after that (I heard my mom, figured what the hell, scare the shit out of myself... eat breakfast) that I did not even notice the covers on the floor. Good times.
SPN - Winchesters.

I feel special...

Not really, but I booked all 3 dr appts that I needed to for next week. I decided to go see my GP to see if there is anything I can do about my sinuses. We already did the catscan, so I know they aren't infected, but still... plus I need to see what I can do about my not being able to focus on anything for longer than a second. It's not like an "ooooh, shiny" type thing but the other day I was on one website, and had another in another tab, so I had to switch back and forth. I would look at two answers, and then when I got back to the first website I could only remember one. WTF? I think I may have borderline ADD, but I have always thought that. Plus if I have one more panic attack. My life is too complicated, I am going to go sleep for a year. She wants me to get allergy testing, but I so don't want to. Something about being pricked 9000 times on my back (which is limited b/c it is sensitive after the surgeries).

Then I have the eye doctor. I work on the computer a LOT now, and I never have before, so I think my eyes need help. Eh, whatever.
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