January 11th, 2008

Disney - Pumba

I wish...

I really wish I knew why... why all of this has happened. I keep finding emails and texts where he ends with "I'll love you forever." I just want to know why forever ended so soon. The worst part is... even though this all SUCKS... I'm not mad, I'm hurt and confused. I just want an explanation you know? Anything that would make my heart stop aching and yearning for him... anything that would help me not cry myself to sleep every night...