I know I am really depressed when I am taking a BUTTLOAD of depression meds, and I still want to cry. I am bored... I actually want to find something... anything to do. I have been applying, to no avail. Chris and I haven't been hanging out, and everytime we talk, we fight. I am... lonely. I need to see the psych, and get a replacement for the Lexapro. It just isn't working with the Wellbutrin. I want something that compliments it, not just doesn't work. I am hoping Chris and I can work out our friendship... who the fuck knows. I need a friend... a hug... something.