THEN, on Saturday, I am going to see Les Mis. I haven't seen it, but know the soundtrack, so I am very excited. It will be... and interesting experience to say the least. I am going with my friend Danielle, who I went to Europe with, and Chris. They are both my best friends... and well, lets just say that Chris doesn't like hanging out with her. It is annoying, because she has never done anything to him. I basically told him that the only way I would go with him, is if she went, because she wanted to see the play too. Otherwise, I told him I would just go with her.
He text msged me this morning, asking if I thought about what I would do (about the Vancouver trip). I responded with the fact that I already told him last night, that I don't give a damn, Rick is going. I actually told Rick today that Chris was upset because of... well, everything I have already explained. He really wants to go, and is, but he still doesn't want to be the cause of friction between Chris and I. I reassured Rick that any issues Chris and I have, are from the past 4 and a half years... its nothing new.
Oh well... I am tired of having to sacrifice what makes me happy all the time. I am a giving person, and always think of others before myself, but I don't want to have to be upset in order for Chris to feel better. It may be selfish, but damn it.... I want what I want this time, and I am not going to give in to anyone's bitching. *sigh*