I swear, I might as well be taking tic-tacs instead of depression medication. I am fucking depressed 24/7 and there is nothing I can do about it. Of course, I wonder how I would feel if I weren't on the medication. I dont want to be around anyone. Well, one person, and who the fuck knows what is going on there. I just want to sleep, cry, hide in a fucking hole until the day my phone rings. This is just... shit. I am so lost that I have no idea what I am doing. There is only one thing I want on this planet. You'd think that it wouldnt be so much to ask for.